Seems like things in my life just keep getting worse for my little grand daughters and myself. Was suppose to go to court tomorrow for my back pay on my alimony, that is owed to me. Can't> my ex passed away last week and was buried this past Friday. Mixed emotions about him and this as I was not the one who left and got another. Made me sad about the things that should have been. Now I have no income and my rent is due, past due. I expect to be kicked out at anytime with no other place to go. Nothing emergency wise here in town, all apts. seem full. government wise...I have been praying and praying and praying. Something I have done all along. Then next week I am already scheduled for surgery to remove the right thyroid, lower neck dissection, and lymp nodes... as I had the left one out Aug. 10th.. I have thyroid cancer!! Have taken the first steps across the bridge I have to cross.. and will take me some to get across it.. I was praying the girls could stay at the same school where they have always been and they have been good to us and the girls. We were hoping to be able to stay here in the home we like and have been in for a year. Now we will lose the home, our friend and neighbor, our dog we love and won't be able to take, the convience of school bus at our driveway, etc. etc. good ppl who care but can't afford to help. Please will you say lots of prayers for us?? Please send up all you can, and I pray God will answer soon and send us a wonderful miracle. I love God and Jesus so very much and teach my little grand daughters to pray and about them. I teach them to love God and Jesus more than anyone, first. I am so worried.. I am human and not as strong as I was due to walking thru so much trials. Been constant for me.. I just pray and pray.. I need God's help so much and fast. I pray he will answer our needs.. thank you all so much. I appreciate all you send up for us.. God bless you!! xxx