MY SON'S BABY PASSED AWAY AT JUST 20 MONTHS OLD. HE WAS HIS ONLY CHILD AND MY ONLY GRAND CHILD. HIS NAME IS SEQUOYAH, MY SON'S NAME IS KELLY PHILIP. WE ARE HAVING A VERY, VERY HARD TIME WITH THIS!!! ESPECIALLY NOW WITH THE HOLIDAYS HERE!!! JAN. FIRST WOULD HAVE BEEN SEQUOYAH'S SECOND BIRTHDAY. WE ALL JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP UNTIL JAN. 2ND. WE ARE SO SAD ALL THE TIME. MY SON LIVES IN CALIF. BUT I LIVE IN IL. I CAN'T EVEN BE WITH HIM TO GRIEVE WITH HIM. I HURT REALLY BAD FOR MY SON ALSO!!! I CRY ALL THE TIME!!!! AND THEN MY YOUNGEST SON IS HOMELESS IN CALIF. AND I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY TO BRING HIM HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND I AM SO UPSET THAT MY SON WILL BE ALL ALONE ON CHRISTMAS AND NOT WITH HIS FAMILY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! I HURT AND CRY FOR HIM ALL THE TIME ALSO. HIS BROTHER IS IN CALIF. BUT WILL BE AWAY FOR THE HOLIDAYS. I JUST CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE PAIN!!! I JUST LOST MY BROTHER AT AGE 56 LAST YEAR ALSO. AND ANOTHER BROTHER 2 YEARS AGO. I CAN'T TAKE ANY MORE PAIN!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE PRAY FOR MY CHILDREN!!!! PRAY FOR THEM TO BE HAPPY AND NOT ALONE AND HURTING!!!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!! GOD BLESS!!