I'm a 55 year old mom of two, my husband moved out 3 1/2 years ago, hasn't helped pay any of the household bills in over 2 1/2 years (we are still married), I lost my job of 9 years in Jan.2011, and I'm still unemployed. I have gone through all my life savings to keep my home. I have no money to pay my current bills, much less my mortgage due in 10 days. Both my children still live with me, they are in their 20's. I am lost, depressed, and paralized with fear of what is to come. I pray for strength to take the next step, to make changes in my life that will only help me in the long run. It is frightern to even think about what I need to do. I need prayers of strength, prayers that I will be able to move on, to get out of this fear that has consumed me. God Bless each and everyone of you. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray.