Please pray for me to have the courage and faith to face my self created problems and to forgive myself for the past and to be able to change I am tired of living a lie and want to be the person god intended me to be I am not a horrible person but i suffer frpm compulsive gambling and have made choices to allow that to take over my life and have hurt and dissapointed my family and friends i have been dishonest in order tocontinue my behavior and i have tried yo fix it alone and i can not I have felt alone for a very long time and i hve been unable to feel love I know that god can help me eve though i dont deserve it