Every since I lost my son he was only 15 to a drowning five years ago, I feel like I am loosing control of my life, I don't know if I am coming or going, cofused, hurt, depressed, guilt. These feelings are getting stronger as time goes by. I want to feel at peace, I know that my son is in a better place but it is still so hard to except. Please pray for peace within me. I can't even cry any more to releave the pressure in my mind pleaase help... Thanks for your time..