My grandson had his proceedures done today. Thank "God" he did very well and is doing well. He got his "Port" in which use to be called a stunt. They did the hearing wave test, which showed mod. hearing loss in both ears. He will need hearing aids and later implants. No thinking of his throat thank you. That was good news. On Monday he will start his Enzyme treatments once a week. I just do not understand why a 3 year old should have to go through so much. He is our little trooper, what a little fighter he is. I love him so so much. I feel like all my hope is gone. I feel like I've lost my faith. I'm trying, really I am. God you know we had no problem walking away from our belongings..they were just things. But I can not help missing my oldest daughter and my friends. They were our support. I have lost my dignity, my strength to carry on. You know God I have always been the one who was able to figure out our problems with your help and fix everything; somehow someway. Now no matter what I do, or how hard I pray and try nothing works out for us. I'm not just feeling sorry for myself and family god. Like I said we had no problems leaving our life behind so our grandson could get the medical help he needed. But did I have to get sick too. Now we can not pay our bills, we a going to be sued because we can't pay on a loan, we have to file BK. And to top it off now the health dept knocks on our door to tell us our septic has been capped long ago and because it is a REPO no one had to tell us, so now we have to find the money to ""pump and hall order"" then because there is no room-land we have to hook up to the city sewer which will cost about $8000.00 once we are all said and done. If you can't pay your bills and put food on the table how do you pay for a BK, a pump and hall, and a city sewer hook up. Please just help us, please give us a break....Please.
Amen
Jerilyn