Everyday I try to be nice to people who are not nice to me in return. But I have to be because I work with them and being nice is just me. It hurts me so deeply when someone isn't nice and I do not know how to handle it. I also need help from the lord to get caught up on all our bills. Just so many and so hard to get caught up. I hate seeing my husband work so hard in this time in his life when he should have been able to retire. I pray for my family who does not talk to me anymore, but I hope they are happy and I will always love them no matter what.Please hear me dear God and forgive me of my sins! Amen