I pray that what I am going through comes out the way I need it to. First of all I am a single mother of 2 young kids ages 8 and 3. Two months ago I was hospitalized with several blood clots in my lungs. So many that the Dr.'s were shocked I was still alive. I am grateful to be alive. Soon after my mother can no longer walk, she has a problem in her spine that causes her severe pain where she can no longer walk and needs surgery and may be in a wheel chair for the rest of her life :( . I also was fired while I was in the hospital, so I am jobless. Because of this I no longer have my medicaid, which I really need for the illness I have. I haven't been able to go to the dr. to check my blood to make sure my INR isn't too high or too low. Couldn't go to the specialist for a check up or anything. I need my medicaid to come thru for me and my kids so that I can get back on my feet and provide for them as I always have and take care of my mother who now needs me more than ever. My anxiety has been high since all this has been happening too so I ask for peace within.