god, please help me get strong and move forward with my life. I'm having trouble letting go of my son's father.. I am still in love with him and have deep feelings for him.. He does not. I accepted that and try to make everyday positive. When I start to feel at ease he breaks me down and says very hurtful yhings, like he wishes he never had to see me again.. I guess I am asking for peace... We can't even communicate for our son that is all i want.. I can't take this up and down emotional roller coaster. Thank you