dear Lord and Mama Mary...I am at a loss...i do not want to question your plans for me but i am not sure where i am right now...i feel so lost...and my mom's situation is adding to this depressing feeling...Lord and Mama Mary pelase give me strength so that I may not lose trust in you...please guide me back to your loving arms so that i and my faith may not waver completely...Lord and Mama Mary please keep my mother safe..please heal her from what ails her...please Lord...please strengthen my father's faith as he takes care of my mother and my siblings...Lord, I am not ready to lose anyone of my family Lord...please Lord take away my mother's ailment, keep her strong and bless her...I know that you are merciful...Lord I cannot begin to imagine life without my family Lord..please keep them safe...Lord I hope that you will hear this prayer...however if your plan is to take my mother away so that she may stop suffering I will understand...please give me the strength to understand your plans...