My husband of 30 years left me in April for another man (now a woman, maybe). He rushed through a divorce and will now probably marry this person immediately. He used to be a strong believer, but he began having an affair with him/her almost three years ago. I feel like I am dead inside. I had been very ill, and just as I began to recover he deserted me and our entire family. He has cut ties with everyone and everything he ever loved. The thing is this - this person used scripture to lure him away. They would send each other scripture to justify what they were doing. I am just so lost. I am trying to move on, but I don't know how. He was my best friend and I miss him - especially now during this time of holiday traditions and family. I am working to focus on Christ, but it feels like the Enemy is working overtime on me! Please, just pray that I can make it through the holidays and all of the days that follow without him in my life. It seems like he is a totally different person than he was. Now he is cruel and acts as if I never existed. I know God is with me, I just need a booster shot, so to speak, through prayer. Thank you to all and a very Merry Christmas to all of you. - Joy