Dear Lord, Please just left things start looking up for me, My aunt just died on Tuesday, and I no longer have my grandma either, Sometimes I feel like god is trying to punish me, I try so hard for things to go right in life and they never seem to do, please give me the strength to keep going on, and let things get better day by day, no more deaths, my mothers not in the best health either, please just let her health and wellness improve as well, She's all I have, and I don't know what I'd do without her.