I'm asking for a prayer for myself, just for some support and strength for a near 20 year problem that I have never fully gotten rid of for good. It's more powerful than I like to admit and I have a hard time reaching out for help when I need it..but I pray and pray that it doesn't take a turn for the worst for me to kick this demon that I love and hate because I let myself down over and over. This year is a turning point for me and I need to prove this and love myself enough and find support. If I don't then I'm not being true to those that I love as well.