Dear Lord...please forgive me for feeling so lost at the moment...I can't seem to find the strength to trust in the plans that you have for me...I feel that I have done you wrong by choosing the path that I am on right now, for clearly going against the one that you have laid before me...I feel hopeless because of my choices...I know that you are merciful and would always welcome those who have strayed from you and so I ask for your forgiveness for feeling the way that i do now...for thinking that everything that I have done is unforgivable and for having this fear that even if I pray to you, I will not be heard...Lord please forgive my weakness...I am a miserable creature who yearns for your forgiveness Lord...i long to be held in your loving arms to be forgiven...Lord please give me the strength to trust in you and to forgive myself for my weakness...Lord please enlighten me so that I may learn to trust again..please remove this feeling of anxiety that seems to overpower me...