We have devoted our lives to our kids & our little family. But along the way, we have fed, clothed, supported, and supplied a roof over many heads. We have donated to charity our whole married life, we have helped those less fortunate many many times. But seven years ago, things took a turn. Our once happy close bonded family, started coming unraveled. We have lost 14 close family members in 7 years. Most tragically. And almost lost another & he was injured bad & never the same. If that wasn't enough, we had the added stress of our kids all hitting adolecense. All rebelling. (our youngest the worst). She is so lost, so confused, so broken. Our hearts & family & home is broken. WE NEED reunification & renewal of our bonds with each other. and my husband getting hurt at work & being disabled for life to never be able to work again. Also, many family members with bad things going on we have tried to be supportive & there for them. A new business dropped in our lap that we never planned for or even wanted. And all the stress it brings. Add to it My daddys dying words to me " you take care of it all Ronda, take care of the business & mom". So if the business fails, Im a GIANT failure and I let my daddy down. I promised him I'd take care of it all. It would be ok. And I don't wanna break that promise. And my mom & hubby both have health issues. I haven't been to a doctor in over 3 years. I have had no check ups or tests of any kind in over 7 years. Nothing good happens for us anymore, it seems. Its one thing after another. I have tried to keep my faith, it hasn't been easy. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME......... I NEED FAITH! I NEED STRENGTH! I NEED GOD'S MERCY! I cannot go on.............. Our family cannot go on............ we seem to be fighting a losing battle & the devil is apparently winning. PLEASE PRAY FOR US! I BEG this with everything in me! WE NEED GOD! WE NEED GOD NOW!!! AMEN!