You are Lord through good and bad times and I praise you. The past 3 years have been very hard and devastating. I am broke, I have been betrayed by 2 people I loved dearly. I gave of myself unselfishly to help another believer in Christ and I would not change anything because I was there to help from the bottom of my heart. I was slayed for my sacrifice. I try to keep in mind if Jesus was betrayed, then who am I? And he still loved without conditions. Lord I need your strength and guidance right now. Please heal the broken hearted because my heart is so heavy with hurt, pain, and sorrow that I have literal pain! Purge my spirit of thoughts that are not your thoughts. Forgive me for my transgressions if I have hurt any of your children. These are very dark hours for me. The pain is unbearable, but Lord I know you are able to turn my sorrow into joy! I am patiently waiting on you Lord, do not allow the vultures to eat at my soul. In the Mighty Name of Jesus! Amen.......