Dear God. I pray that my nephew will be able to help me. I keep seeing messages of "when you go through hard times you find out who is your friend and who is not" I feel VERY alone. I need your guidance please. I need to find happiness. PLEASE I beg of you to help me get what my heart desires and I can only promise I will do my best to be the person you want me to be. I need to start over again. In God's name I pray.