Need prays....prodigal son returns after 3 1/2 years and wants contact with young siblings but hates me who is his mother. And know my cousin who I love and only just met 4 years ago is having major heart problems. I am suffering depression and I am not sure how much more I can deal with. I am a single Mom of 4 with minimal family support. I have faith but feel at the moment I am in total darkness. So much fear. Thank you.