I just want to give the good Lord some praise and love today!!!! I have been mad at Him....and I told him all about it yesterday. I had been pretty down....and have been a "ratchet", filthy sinner in so many areas of my life. But He keeps saying, "I love you anyway. You're one of my stubborn children, April...and you can take the hard route as long as you wanna keep suffering...but I am going to hold you and protect you and will forever be here to COVER you in my overwhelming, agape love that knows no conditions whatsoever." He is a great Healer...and I do not feel like I deserve what he's giving me... Still, He came not just to give me life...but life more abundantly. So I am CHOOSING to receive His grace and mercy. My hands are open!!!! I typically feel so guilty when I come before Him but I recognize that this is an attempt of the dusty, dirty ol' lying devil to put a wedge in between me and my Daddy. Last night men showed up to repossess my Hummer. I lost my job a while back and, well.... Let's just say that THROUGH HIM I was actually given mercy and grace by these two men. He was supposed to pick up my car....but the man chose to help me instead. I am SO thankful because I am a single mother and do not know what in the world I'd do without a vehicle. I am so blessed and protected!