Dear God, I have not come out and said this on here before, but, I am asking that you please help me to win the lottery. I am in a situation that you know. and I am not sure if I am going to be able to forgive. Yes I am also asking for your help on forgiving my husband. I really need to start over and start a new life. I do wish and hope that it is with my husband but I think at this time we both need time to heal and to learn to forgive and most importantly learn to be able to talk to each other without yelling and doing the blame game. Please God help me with ALL of this. I really need your guidence and love right now. I am so alone in this world and I really don't think this is how you intended this to be for me. Yes I have made mistakes and ask that not only my husband but you well forgive for them. In God's name I pray.