Dear God, I am going through terrible OCD. if this is on my path and theres no way i can change it, please hepl me to overcome it. if i can change it, God, this OCD is soo hard and is making me suicidal. i dont want to be because I truly love life without this. please work a miracle for me, I need you right now. I need your guidance, sanity, common sense, and rationality. I love you with all of me God and I just want to live the way you want me to. I feel so sick all the time from this disorder and it truly tricks my mind into believing things that just arent me. I hope to have a happy family of my own one day and I want it to be stable. I want to graduate high school stable. i just need your guidance. please refresh my mind, body, and soul while i sleep tonight. Please let my soul be purified with Heaven and let me wake up in the morning feeling rational and confident in myself. thank you for loving me.. Jesus thank you for letting me live. I need angels around me especially now in this time of need - to remind me that OCD never wins. please help me and hear my prayers. i do not want to self-destruct or hurt myself in anyway. i just want to heal from all of this and i cannot do it on my own right now. please let my dreams come true. Thank you, Amen