thank you everyone....so far every one of your prayers are working. i have a second interview tomorrow and i seriously absolutely need this job. its a great company to work for and i really want in. please dear lord, i know i am not perfect and i am still making the wrong choices but i am slowly turning my life around. i wish i can just blink my eyes and my life would be where i want it to be, but i know in reality it takes a whole lot of work. i know i am not putting my all into it and i promise i will try a lot harder. please forgive my actions. God I really really need this job. it will help me so much, with finances, my mind, my body, and with so much more, (i know you already know that). please my Lord God, I love you so much and i really need you. Thank you Lord for all you have done for me in my life here on earth, past and future. I love you