Please pray for me. I am in a place in my life where I feel I have no purpose here on Earth. Everything lately is going downhill. Whatever I try to do its not good enough. I need some guidance from you Lord. I was denied my disability for the 2nd time and I have no money to pay all my bills and take care of my son. I am having family problems. My youngest son is cursing at me, don't mind me, has started smoking dope and wasting his money which he was supposed to be paying for his own cell phone bill and his insurance with. My dad I love him to death but his answer to my disability not going through was to move in with him and help him take care of my brother. I am disabled. I want to work but I hurt too bad to work. I cant stand any longer than 14 minutes before having to sit down. Sitting I have to get up in an hour or I wont be able to get up without help. My heart is hearting, my body is hurting, I feel I have no purpose here. Please
god help me get out of this. I really wish the state would pass my disability. I pray for my son to help him out of his mess. I pray that I will continue to have the strength to fight back and discipline my son as needed. Most of all I need to know what to do next. Please help me see the direction I should go. My boyfriend is in another state and thinks wee need to talk everyday however there are more important things to take care of here. God I am asking on my knees to help me out of here. Thank you in advance for praying for me. I truly believe in the power of prayer. Amen