I am 23, and I never had an official boyfriend. I've dated only one guy for a short term, but somehow I feel like I cannot be able to make it work into a relationship. It has been a big struggle for me due to our distances in a different country. However, I thought the solution would be simple if I moved to his country and work there for a short amount of time. Despite so, our relationship is still not working out. Somehow obstacles keep getting in the way- causing us to have misunderstandings through time and time again. He doesn't communicate well, and it's so hard sometimes to know what I need to do when he emotionally neglects me. I feel so sad right now, because I feel like I try so hard, but it's not working out. Sometimes, I ask myself if it's God telling me from obstacles that it wont' work out, or it's a part of my fault that it's not working out. I feel really sad. Please pray for me and the wisdom to know what I want. There are times when I just really want to move on and find a nice, Christian guy. Yet, year after year I feel like it's just so hard to find anyone who could understand me, and loves God fully with their hearts as well. :(