I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. My husband and I work really hard but the paychecks never stretch as far as we need them to. The electric company is going to shut our power off tomorrow and we live in Montana. really cold here. Our electric bills are so high because our trailer is old and falling apart. We are behind on our lot rent and other bills. All 3 of our kids need severe dental work and we can't afford it. Our middle child is autistic and should be seeing a specialist but the specialist is $300 an hour. We have insurance but it only covers so much. We are one of the many who "make too much" to qualify for assistance but not enough to make ends meet. Our only car broke down and needs a new fuel filter but we can't afford one right now. We are borrowing my mom's car but she will need it back soon. I am praying that the electric company will work out a payment arrangement tomorrow and not shut us off. It used to be they couldn't during the winter months if you had kids but now they can. I try and try but seem to be going in circles. There are days I think of just giving up and either running away or something. I pray God will hear my cry and help us out of this dark pit.