Dear God,

It has been several days since my ex told me that we need to break up because I wanted to have chastity in our relationship. At first I thought us being mutual on the breakup would not make cause me to be sad; yet, as the days went on I felt worse than I expected. I feel so disappointed, bitter, and so sad. In my mind, I thought love was much more than just giving ourselves physically away. Although I didn't love him as much as my ex ex, I still saw him as someone I conveyed and emotionally relied on. Yet, everything I did, in the end, didn't mean much to him. Then I realized how much I missed my other ex when I unexpectedly saw how he updated a status about a memory we once shared. Yet, I knew the reason why I broke up with him still exists even if we did try to go back, and eventually perhaps he would also leave me too for me wanting to have chastity as well. I just feel so sad now, I didn't realize the path I chosen is so hard to go on- especially in today's society. However, I will not lose my way and my beliefs. I will wait for the right timing where you will have a better guy appear in my life. Until then, I pray for you to help me to forgive what my ex selfishly did. For my other ex, I pray for him to be well, and especially be safe in the military. I still care for him a lot, and I cannot do anything, but pray for you to keep him in your hands.

Sincerely,

Your child