LORD, I am a very fat healthy person , with a very unhappy skinny girl wanting out. I know I need to lose 150 lbs. But I love to eat and hate exercise. On top of this a very special friend just passed away last week and I am having spiritual sadness that I just cannot get over. I am just very sad and I need you LORD more than ever in my life. Please help me be a better thinker and do about my diet. And heal my soul. Amen