Dear God,

Lately, I met a genuine christian guy. Somehow, I felt this connection and common thing we shared: our love in Christ. I am so thankful, and I feel as if he's the right guy I've been waiting after encountering many wrong relationships. I'm now 23, and it has been a year since I graduated. I am now working overseas as an English teacher. It has already been more than half a year since I've been here. I love my students, I just love life here mainly because my faith is growing tremendously in comparison to back home. I found a group of people who are not only my support, but also my friends in you. I just feel as if I'm starting to make this place my home. However, I'm conflicted with what I should do next in my life. I wish my family wasn't so far away, and I wish I knew what to do next. My teaching contract ends soon, and I have to decide whether I should stay another year, or I should leave. I have to discern whether it's wise to go back and apply for graduate school, or I should stay here. I only have about 4 months left, and I wish I could have a deeper relationship with this Christian guy too, but I hesitate on everything again. Sometimes, I wish I could make a decision based on what my heart truly desires instead of other considering other factors. Therefore, I want to pray and ask for your guidance, Lord. What should I do? Please open my ears, heart, and mind.

Sincerely,

Your Child