Dan says it's over and I am. hurting. He is either proud or stubborn. He will not listen and does not want to work it out - says "it ain't gonna happen."

I feel I have wasted the last 3 1/2 years of my life. I just cannot continue to put my heart on my sleeve. It's not worth it. But at the same time I wonder if this is just another test.

Just keep praying for me, for Dan.