Once again I ask Jesus to allow Dan and I to come back together again soon. It's been five weeks since we broke up and it hurts just as much as it did on June 23rd. I finally got the courage today to call him, but all I got was his voice mail, so I just said I'd like us to get together for coffee this week. I pray Lord and those that pray for me, You will allow us to become a couple again. Lord, we have communication problems that need to be resolved, but Lord, Dan also needs to be back in church as much as I do. Everything was good the first year we were dating and all of a sudden he stopped going and I believe that is when our problems began. I am no angel Lord, never have been perfect, never will be but it was thru Your grace and mercy that You saved a sinner like me.

One of the things between Dan and I were the back we were "buggies" and Dan has given me a few things that were ladybug related. I found out yesterday that ladybugs symbolized trust - and I want Dan to be able to trust me. I do not want him to give up on Dan and I don't want him to give up on me. Dan is not perfect but he is perfect enough for me!