Dear God,

thank you for sending these marvelous support of friends and family, as well as that settling calm feeling I'm having right now towards the breakup. It's been my first relationship and it ended off badly, but I must say, everything happens for a reason, and I would want to think that because I haven't seen how much support I could get when I fall to the ground. Despite my first heartbreak, many friends and family were there for me without me saying much. I'm really thankful for that. It may also be a sign that I still have issues within myself to resolve and I'm not ready for a relationship as of yet. Yet, I would take this as an experience for whatever that may come in the future. At least I have experienced a bit of life right now and I'm thankful for that.

Despite the amount of workload and stress I'm having right now, I'm still thankful that I can feel mostly at ease with myself, even feeling as though nothing happened. But I will not forget the mistakes that I might have committed and will be more alert when the next important person comes into my life. I have given it all and it probably not enough but next time, with the next person, it will be much better :)

Thank you Lord for allowing me to feel this way. I'm not sure if it's safe for me to say that I have fully recovered from the situation, but I know that I look forward to every chit chats, every meetups and everything that is happening in my life. I have goals to meet, that is, to complete my new year resolutions for first time! :)

Thank you God, and may everyone's prayers be heard and the world will be a better place :)

Love,
Chris