Lord you already know what my prayer is please show me all your blessings for me. You are my Alpha & Precious Father I beseach you to show me your faithful presence in my relationship with Barry!! I feel your here with me everyday going through all this!! The love I have for this one & only man has to come from you!! It feels like a very powerful kind of love which can conquer anything but it is not in sight!! Only you my Lord & Savior can bring this love out in the open in order for both of us to flourish together with it deep in our hearts giving you all the Glory!! Thank you for all the blessings I have been bestowed with especially keeping Mackenzie alive!! Open his heart for our love God!! You know I can't be his without you & would not want to be!!