It's hard for me to put down in writing how painful it is for me on Holiday's. I love the life I have now, but still mourn for the past. I know I should, and am thankful for everything God has given me,but I feel pain and regret for not having a loving relationship with my parents. I know it's not all my fault. Please pray that I will feel a little less responsible for the past, and how it has turned out. I tried to make things right a few years ago, but it didn't work out.