I hardly ever ask for anything. I have been having a hard time for the past 3 years and I try to keep up my spirits but sometimes it gets hard. I want a happy Christmas this month. I want to be able to do some things for my children and feel festive. I know it is just another day but I want this. Both of my parents are deceased and my kids father is of no help. Everything is on me. Problem is after I paid all bills I was only left with $40 for the remainder of the month. And I have yet to buy some groceries. I prayed and asked God to do this for me. But if it is not to be then I understand. But I just do not ask for things like this and the first thing I thought of is "you have not because you ask not". So please pray for me. Please! If your hearts so desire. I also need to know what direction I need to take my life. I have problems with my legs and feet and it makes it a little hard to get around. I want healing. I want direction. I want a good and happy Christmas for me and my children. Thank you!