I pray with my entire being that my family grows much stronger with their personal/spiritual journey with Our Heavenly Father. Three years ago, my daddy went to be with The Lord, (he was the earthly glue of our Family), since then, we've crumbled. No one seems to know how to speak to one another without shouting, judgment towards how my mother has been since Dec 16th 2013....My parents were together for 55 years, my Mothers one and only love, my siblings expect/pressure her to just jump up and resume things as if the loss should not have affected her the way it has. She and myself, were my dads caregiver throughout a prolonged, horrific suffering he went through, we saw it everyday, He remained valiant, faithful, more concerned for his family than his suffering and dying. What an excellent example the Lord has set for us through my dad. He would fall almost daily, he would immediately(sp) ask for my help to get him up before my mom would see. He was always putting others first. Throughout this, I was suffering with kidney issues, multiple tubes in kidney (wouldn't drain), now have a bag for urine (again) and lost my kidney and the incision ruptured and didn't heal not even close to fair. More pain now than ever before (51 surgeries total during my life), I have FAITH, that God will heal me and get me off of pain meds, they scare me. Sorry such a long request/history.....My relationship with Jesus is stronger than ever, not only do I have faith, I KNOW he walked this Earth and is with us always, I pray my family, and basically everyone renews the Faith, increases their Faith and finds peace and joy from Jesus. Thank you everyone, Love to you all, Merry Christmas!