Dear Heavenly Father, I've been feeling so self cautious and insecure lately cos of the weight I've gained. Before I moved to Vegas, it took me 2 years to lose 76 pounds. But I didn't lose the weight the right way. I barely ate. When I worked out, I did a lot of cardio and not that much time on strength. I use to be a vegetarian. That's how I lost more weight. But I started going to school, I was working part tim at that time. I was so stressed out, and now it's getting to my weight. It really bothers me when when ppl comment about my weight cos they don't know how much over the edge I went to lose weight, and they don't how how much over the edge I'm going right now to lose the weight again. I want my body back. Unless I have to go to Work, I don't wanna go out. I don't need people criticizing me. I don't really have a life outside of work. I don't have real "friends". I don't really have anyone out here. It's always ME making an effort to get to know ppl, and they don't make an effort back. It's not fair to me. I just need some encouragement, some motivation, Father. Please help me get back to my old healthy lifestyle. Please encourage me to workout first thing in the morning instead of putting it off later on in the day. Please encourage me to eat healthier. Please help me with my weight loss journey. In Jesus name, amen.