I've been really down lately, struggling with providing and caring for my family, issues at work, and maintaining my joy and happiness. I've also been struggling with anxiety, and what I believe to be postpartum depression. I am having a difficult time maintaining a positive mood and outlook on life. I constantly worry about the past, present, and future. Lately, my stressing and worrying has caused my to lose my appetite, and is affecting my relationship with my wife.

I am just tired of feeling like this. I pray and I pray, but the feeling just won't seem to go away permanently. I worry that my reality will be like this for the rest of my life. Father please show me the steps I need to take to find peace, joy, and happiness. Please renew my mind, and way of thinking. Father I am calling on you to rescue me, and give me power and strength during these difficult times. Father Please change my perspective on life. Please show me how to battle and overcome this anxiety for the sake on my health. Please reveal to me natural ways to alleviate the symptoms of panic attacks and anxiety. I ask for a healing in the name of Jesus! Lord I am depending and relying on you for deliverance, and put all of my faith and trust in you with all of my heart. Please help me believe in what I tell others everyday about faith, trust, and hope. Please strengthen my mind to not allow negative thoughts to take root.

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. -Mark 11:24