God, i kneel before you... I have two kids. My husband and I had a fight, Out of my anger I called for annulment, and we took a month to talk again which I realized i don't want to lose him.. I love him so much.. .. I beg for him to forgive me..he says i am forgiven. I thought it's already fixed.but why I have this feeling of rejection and feeling of restricted in our bedroom..he has lots of excuses .. he is busy, feel sleepy and he wants to be alone.. I suffered sleepless nights.. so many negative thoughts comes into my mind until i wanted to end my life. Please pray for me I am hopeless..I am suffering too much pain. Please pray for me... .