I'm not asking for prayer any more. I have done and continued to live the way God and Jesus would want me to. I've kept my faith. I've given all I've had to give to my kids and they have taken over my house so I have no peace. I saved my neighbors life a couple months ago because I found him while he was having a stroke. However, I've had this dark cloud hanging over me for 3 years. 2 car accidents where I was hit, my husband died of a massive heart attack, 3 surgeries and at least one more coming up. I brought one daughter into my 1 bedroom apartment which was an emotional and financial struggle. My other daughter and 7 year old granddaughter lost their place due to the owner selling their building. I couldn't leave them homeless so they are now in my one bedroom apartment. So much conflict with my other daughter she moved out. I am vomiting blood from stress and I have lost my faith. I have no money and no food. My daughters aren't working any more so I'm paying all the bills. When I get paid once a month all my bills get paid. I don't have any money left at the end of the month to even buy food. I'm ready to give up. I have been praying all along trying to keep my faith. I've been so alone since my husband died that I turned to God because I thought I would never be alone if I had him. If anyone knows what I'm doing wrong and why God seems to have turned his back on me please tell me.