I feel like I'm starting to drift away from God. I'm starting to have days when I don't even wanna go to church or even pray. Please motivate me to be more involved in my church and work my way to being baptized. I miss being close to God. I've been letting my work schedules get in the way of my relationship with God. Please help me to change my ways and live my life for God. Please help me clean up my language. I've also been working on reclaiming my virginity. It's been almost a year since I've stop having sex. I lost my virginity to the wrong guy.vsince I've dropped him, I haven't had sex. But I still have my moments when I want to. I've worked too hard to let it all go now. I want to treat my body like its God's temple. I want to respect it. I ask that you please help me with that. Please teach me and show everything I have to do, so I can see you and be closer to you. In Jesus name, amen.