Today I have a mixed of different feeling's the reason why today is my mom's 78 bday I am so happy I have her bc she is the only parent that I have now back in 1999 I lost my dad. I am really happy bc its my moms bday and she is doing pretty well for her age . But truthfully I am very upset as well bc my youngest son who is 22 still lives in his gr friends place and it is 4 1/2 hour away from where I live I don't get to see him that often and when I do it may only be for about 2 to 2 1/2 hours then his gf says we need to head back . He still lives in a major party house where they party nightly ,It has been like this since they moved in but now it's getting a lot worse . I need god to get him to move back up w/ us asap for his on safety . I mean he can't be drinking a lot everynight , he needs god to step in now not later . Also my oldest son who is 29 listens more to what his gf wants and doesn't get in touch w us at !!!! I can't deal w/ this my oldest son is so wrapped w/ his gf and he doesn't even call me or my mother . I just feel so down and the more I BRING IT UP THE MORE HE DOES IT . So I don't know what I can do with both my son's it really works me up a lot I cry and cry but then again I don't want to work my mother up so I cry in the bathroom where she can't see it ! I need God to take care of both my sons and move in w/ us asap bc we really need there help w/ work at the house as well as money towards bills and all ! We needed our roof to be done 6 yrs ago but didn't have the money to do so now we really need to have it done but have no extra money . Our roof has gotten so bad that we had to buy tarps to put on to help w the water damage . Please help us asap w/ all this yes I pray all the time but nothing ever changes please let something good happened to us w/ all this ! Also let my bf auto shop keep getting customers at least 6 m-f bc it hits for a while then it drops to maybe 2 and day . Please dear god take care of all this let something good happened w/ your help starting today . Also please let my mom's 78 birthday be great for her let no problems come up and take care of all of these plus all the ones in our minds . Thank you very much !