Okay so I have been very depressed about my ex because I still love him but while we were in a relationship I was cold & I didnt realize what I had becaue he was perfect! honestly the perfect boyfriend he was there when i needed him and did anything to make me happy but during our relationship i let the devil take over me & now since hes gotten into a relationship ive realized how much I really do love him & he still cares about me but hes in a relationship and doesnt want to drop her for me & I completely understand that but we were talking last night & just as friends but when two people care about eachother its just so hard to not feel that way & so it was basically how it was when we used to be together & he was sending me videos of him singing like it wasnt bad but its just the fact that its what we used to do & he accidentally sent it to his gf & hes not a liar so he started crying bc he lied but then he told the truth right after & this is all at 3am and so he told me we couldnt be friends & honestly it hurt but everything happens for a reason & he was so scared because hes such a good guy he doesnt want her to break up with him over something like that ALSO there is another guy that has been in & out of my life for a year now & hes the only other guy I have a REAL deep connection with & so I dont know which one is meant to be with me but please pray that everything will fall into place & it will all make sense to me (: also to take away his guilt & sadness about this because he genuinely doesnt deserve to feel that way he did nothing wrong (: thank you!