Dearest Lord,

Someone whom I really cherish will be leaving tomorrow for discernment. As much as I really like him, and perhaps he feels the same way as I do, I know choosing you first will always be the best choice. Yet, despite my surrender it's still a struggle. I pray that you will guide and bless him along every part of the way. Also, I pray that I will soon heal and be able accept the situation; most importantly wholeheartedly be ready to receive your calling to try discerning as well. Please let me not fear anything, and let me be courageous enough to open up my heart to you.

Sincerely,

Your child