heartbreak all of you probably have felt that pain before its the worst & feels like the end of the world & your heart just aches because of someone you love well thats what im going through my ex i miss him so much and honestly he was the BEST boyfriend ever he was Christian, he made sure I always ate, made sure I was happy & did random stuff to show he loved me like surprise me with flowers & a note or my favorite candy & would come right away even when he was sick all day he would come right away if i needed him and well i lost that because i let the devil get the best of me & everything that i did was horrible okay you dont understand it was horrible and i know there are worse things people have done but i just still regret it and wish i could go back in time and change everything bad i did to him i really love the guy and i believe he still loves me even though he says he doesnt & hes in a relationship they have been together a month & i can completely tell they dont have a connection & i can completely tell shes kinda mean & that they dont love eachother even though he says they do and I believe we are meant to be together but please pray that everything will work out perfectly and that God has this and that he will take away this pain and just make him realize that i do love him and i do care i also even wrote him a letter and sent it to him just to show him but he said were never gonna get back together but i still hold hope and i will continue to wait & fight for him please & thank you (: