I feel like I don't matter. I know I matter to GOD and at he is here with me. I just feel empty, wrong , invisible, worthless and just sad. Like everthing I do is wrong. I have made a mess of certain things in my life. The daily struggle to get through the day is wearing me down. I want to find a way that I wake feeling happy. Its been SO long since I have felt happy I cant even remember the feeling actually. I try to be a good mom, wife, person friend. I think I am. I take care of people and love them all. I ask the some how I feel whole again. I surrender all my burdens to the Lord and ask that I somehow my heart begins to feel alive again.