I have been hurt and stabbed in the back by the most unlikely people. People that I've worked with, doctors, lawyers and others such as police that brutalized me unjustly. I had one co-worker that caused much confusion/division in my family because I refused to have a intimate relationship with him even though I made myself clear. I have a strained relationship with my daughter because of this. He told her things that i spoke of in confidence. This is a 69 year old man and she was a teenager. Currently, I am out of work on full disability. I am very angry because of decisions that others have made that put me in this position. Everyday i suffer pain, struggle with pain meds. I want to believe that God has another plan. I know I need to forgive these people, but it's very difficult when I continue to suffer physically. I know the word, but it is very hard for me. I know if others had not made decisions my life would not be like this ......please pray my strength in the Lord.