Dear GOD,

What have you done this to me.....you saw me struggling a single, lonely, left alone life and brought this dear friend into my life....with whom I unexpectedly fell in love, but truly and sincerely. I know he is married and committed somewhere else. I never wanted him to break his marriage, but I only wanted a life long friend ship from him which we initially had...which you know every bit of what I underwent during the last few months.

Why did he leave me? Why did he quit the lovely group? Why is he behaving so harshly.

Please cultivate friendship in him for me...and make him realize what my selfless feelings are. Get us connected happily. I am dying without him....Please pray for me friends. GOD help me,...in this mess...I dont want to fall down broken.