im having surgery in early january (total hysterectomy) and im so scared of what can happen all i do is cry .. i beg God every day to help me be strong but im so scared and i cant stop crying and my anxiety levels are out of control .. after i heal from this surgery i need knee replacement im in such pain all the time i needed the knee done and have been delayed by this other surgery ... i pray there is no cancer in there either i cant handle any more God i really truly cant im hanging by a thread literally :( please pray for all those in need so many people are suffering in this world i want peace in my life i never asked for much or expected much just to live in peace and i never had that .. thank you for your prayers Amen to us all