I ask for prayers to lead me out of the pit I am in. My husband of almost 18 years (together for 22) left 2 months ago. I found out from a family member yesterday that he says its for good an there is no hope of reconciliation. I have been with him longer than on my own. We met in high school and I went from living at my parent's to his house. I don't know any other way in life. We also have a 17 yo son who I know is confused in this time. On top of this I suffer from MS and I'm not sure what my insurance situation will be in the next few months.

I have made it to the point that I just want to give up. I cry out to Jesus constantly. I am so tired of the tears and don't know how much longer I can go on like this.