I just need guidance. Please pray that I can find the strength to not give up. I am so tired. I hurt so much inside and out. I am sad for the pain my mother is in and how I cannot heal or help her. I am frustrated that my daughter is so bitter and angry all the time and cannot see that good will come but she has to be good too. I need to lose weight terribly and I am ashamed of myself and how much I have let myself go. I am just so depressed I don't have the energy to care for me by the time I am done taking care of the other 7 people in my home. I need much help in many ways. Please somehow help me receive a positive letter from disability approving my case. Help my daughter get justice for the crimes that have been done against her so hopefully she can move forward. ( her son needs her) I am not sure anymore honestly if prayer works. I am really at my low point. I am praying and asking in Jesus's name.